kicking 24/7

our little one is kicking a whole lot more everyday. in fact, he's kicking so hard that Joey was able to feel the kicks!!! it was very exciting for us! i can't believe how quickly he's growing! my belly apparently (according to my co-workers) expanded overnight so i went from looking "normal" to "pregnant" in one week. i think my belly is looking pretty big and i can't believe i'm just going to get bigger and bigger and bigger.... and bigger.... sigh... scared, happy, sad, anxious... i feel all of these conflicting emotions over my belly and my overall weight gain. i know its going to be so hard to lose the weight afterwards... worked out for 14 months to lose weight for the wedding and now i'm gaining everything back at a very alarming rate.... sigh...