Update for N

i'm so tired. Nicole isn't sleeping as well at night as we'd like. She wakes up fussy b/c of a dirty diaper and wakes up and fusses more after i change her. She won't go back to sleep right away and instead stays up crying until we hold her and rock her to sleep. Jacob would sleep through EVERYTHING.. i miss that. She also gave us a scare with her allergic reaction to our detergent and we had to change her formula as well. She wasn't taking to it very well. She kept crying for over a hour yesterday too. Jacob was SO well behaved though the ENTIRE time. I turned on Toy Story for him and he happily watched while eating his dinner. I'm so proud of him. he's so grown up. He even put her paci in her mouth.

Tired doesn't even describe how i feel lately.. :( My MIL came over to play with Jacob today and while she helped watch Nicole, i slept like the dead for a hour and half.

i have crazy eyes from being sleep deprived.